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Wednesday, November 08, 2006

Wed, 08 Nov 2006 04:48:09 GMT

This morning November 7th (cause it's technically the 8th now) Me and some people woke up at 5:00 AM and braved this http://www.myfoxny.com/myfox/pages/Sports/Detail?contentId=1409292&version=1&locale=EN-US&layoutCode=VSTY&pageId=6.1.1
(Video)

http://www.scarletknights.com/football/
Pictures. (First few were when I was there, but i know i was out of there by the time the guy with the truck showed up.)

This was videoed probably 7 or 8 in the morning. I got there at 6ish when it was still dark. Lets just say it was a little violent in there. Now imagine all of those people compressed into 2/3rd the space. thats what happened when the ticket gates opened. Then then they started a line(...boreing) but that was later after the mob got a little out of hand possibly. I dont know cause i could only see 5 people in either direction. More to come when im not tired and maybe when i find good pictures.

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

Wed, 18 Oct 2006 03:23:06 GMT

im so exasperated with stuff that i cant get any studying done...im going to bed. and im trying this new footprint thing...

Sunday, October 08, 2006

Sun, 08 Oct 2006 03:51:37 GMT

Things weigh heavy on my heart...

Monday, August 28, 2006

Mon, 28 Aug 2006 22:45:45 GMT

well i discovered this band called "Becoming the Archetype". heres some lyrics

The time has come
Arise from death
Victory is close at hand
Take up the sword and follow me
Out of nothing into a new creation
A thousand decades of despair will pass away in an instant
And You and I will be there
With hands raised in victory
Fall on your knees
The time has come

now the boreing part is over, cause i know most people dont read these. its just kinda wierd listening to really heavy metal type music that says things like this. ok well i was gonna write more, but im lazy...........................and i have better things to be doing i guess. but maybe not.

Friday, August 18, 2006

Fri, 18 Aug 2006 01:57:50 GMT

hi, im writing for the first time in a loong time.

so anyway, i think i hate TV. and for the most part computers, well actually just the stupid stuff on computers, not stuff like real work. the problem is that it's so fun. i just don't think my idea of a good time is watching TV all night. I guess its good once in a while, but for the most part i don't like it. even when i watch things like the history channel i finish and i realize that i just spent 2 hours doing nothing. i don't think ive had a meaningful conversation in a month or so. maybe its just because im kinda sad, or maybe im right. i dont know. but i know at this point, i dont want to watch tv for a while. well whatever im tired and probably going to bed or something.

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

Tue, 18 Apr 2006 20:06:10 GMT

i wanna get a really long stick, put a hot dog on the end and hold it infront of one of those microwave transission towers...

Thursday, April 13, 2006

Thu, 13 Apr 2006 05:16:54 GMT

i had a request for writing about my life cause apparently the stuff i write about is boreing...

so today i was really lazy. got no work done. i went to the gym, played football, played oblivion, halo2 and tekken5, and watched a whole lot of scrubs like 7 or 8 episodes maybe. thats a good show. from that show i heard this guy named joshua radin. he has good songs. they played a few at the end of a few really sad scrubs episodes. but that show is hillarious. i like sad stuff...i dont know why. like sad songs. im wierd huh? i dont like it when people are sad though. its complicated. stuff like that makes me sad because i imagine what i would be like in whatever situation the person is in.(not always...but usually) like the scrubs episodes that prompted this talk about sadness. in one Dr. Cox's brother ben died of lukemia, and his brother was like his best friend. at the end he was talking to his brother thinking they were going to perry's (dr cox) son's birthday, but he was really just imagining ben as they were talking about how perry needed to forgive himself. then dr cox realized he was at his brother's funeral. you would understand better if you saw it. like backstory and stuff...and the character of dr cox. it gives it more effect. and the other one, all sorts of people were having relationship problems. the saddest was when this lasy carla mentioned divorce to her husband. sad sad. well when (if) i have kids, there are only 2 shows i would show them from now once they're old enough. Scrubs maybe and Arrested Development (now that i think about it maybe ill forget about them by then, and AD is kinda a niche market. not everyone thinks its funny. they're like the only shows i watch(ed) more than just the occasional show of. o great now im stuck talking about tv. a great time waster.
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yesterday i read some of romans. i think it was ch 11. it said some good stuff. now if i could just remeber it. i read it more that once do that i could remeber it, but i guess i need more. i would immagine that basically everyone i know could use more remebering what they read in the bible.

i heard this guy matisyahu's songs. he's a jewish reggae/hiphop guy. the 1 song was about him wanting God to lift him up or something, i dont know cause im listening to it for the first time as im writing (3:04 into it) the other one he was talking about "Mashiach" also known sometimes as the messiah. and "HaShem"

"HaShem" - (both and neither masculine nor feminine and absolutely no plural); the word means, literally, "The Name," and it is the way that Jews refer to G-d when not in a Prayer or Torah Reading or Torah citation context. The reason is that the Torah forbids us from pronouncing the four-letter Name of HaShem in other than ritual contexts, and even then using only certain Names (other than the four-letter one, known as the Tetragrammaton) that embody characteristics, such as A-donai, E-l, E-lohim.

there...thats what hashem means. from a jewish terminology dictionary...thats how i found out about the messiah thing before. (hey, tetragamrammaton was the name of the religious governing body in Equilibrium...a good movie) I just wonder why they don't realize...(hey i just realuzed something) that Christ is the Messiah. Ok i remeberd what i read in romans. it was about how Paul took his ministry to the Gentiles because the Jews werent listening. and how he ached to see them listen as well. also i mostly remeber the immagery he used. the Jews were branches growing off of the tree. and God cuts off the bad ones and grafts in new ones (Gentiles)

ok so here's something of more substance. Romans 11:11-12 (I'll use ESV this time)

11So I ask, did they stumble in order that they might fall? By no means! Rather through their trespass salvation has come to the Gentiles, so as to make Israel jealous. 12Now if their trespass means riches for the world, and if their failure means riches for the Gentiles, how much more will their full inclusion^[a] mean!

28-32
28As regards the gospel, they are enemies of God for your sake. But as regards election, they are beloved for the sake of their forefathers. 29For the gifts and the calling of God are irrevocable. 30Just as you were at one time disobedient to God but now have received mercy because of their disobedience, 31so they too have now been disobedient in order that by the mercy shown to you they also may now^[d] receive mercy. 32For God has consigned all to disobedience, that he may have mercy on all.
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aww i wish i could write down all of it. go read it sometime. i also remeber paul writing about how God made a promise to Isreal thousands o years ago, and he keeps his promises and they are still his chosen etc. but that might have been the ch. before or after. ok well by now thats all. its late and time to sleep.

Friday, April 07, 2006

Fri, 07 Apr 2006 13:39:51 GMT

i wanna buy a gun...but sadly i have nowhere to shoot and no $$$

Friday, April 07, 2006

Fri, 07 Apr 2006 00:25:32 GMT

so, once i got to college, people i have never really was friends with or talked to suddenly act like they're your best friend because you went to the same highschool together. i don't have anything against it, but its kinda wierd.

also, recently ive had a sence of urgency. we only have a few short years on this earth. and it could end any minute. so why do i not tell people about Christ? its too important. everyone wants to be happy, so why not try and show them something that will make them happier than anything on this earth. think about it 6.5 billion people all desparately trying to make themselves happy before they die.

Sunday, March 26, 2006

Sun, 26 Mar 2006 20:50:33 GMT

i just heard on the radio that the dude from the previous post was aquitted. but now muslim protests are predicted.